Back To December

i'm so glad you make time to see me
how's life?? tell me how's your family
i've never seen them in awhile

you've been good, busier than ever
we small talk, work and the weather
your guard is up and i know why

because the last time
you saw me still  burned in the back of your mind
you gave me roses, and i left them there to die

so, this is me swallowing my pride, standing in front of you
saying i'm sorry for that night, and i go back to december all the time

it turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
wishing i'd realized when i had when you were mine
i go back to december, turns around and make it alright
i go baxk to december all the time

these days, i haven't been sleeping
staying up playing back myself leaving
when your birthday passed, and i didn't call

and i think about summer all the baeutiful time
i watch you laughing from the passenger side
and realized i love you in the fall

and when the cold came, the darks days
when fear crept into my mind
you give me all your love
and all i give you was good bye

so this is me, swallowing my pride
standing in front of you
saying i'm sorry for that night
and i go back to december all the time

it turns out, freedom ain't nothing but missing you
wishing i'd realized, when i had when you were mine
and i go back to december, turn around and change my own mind
and i go back to december all the time

i miss your tans skin, your sweet smile
so good to me, so right
and when you held me in your arm that september night
the first time you ever saw me cry

maybe this is wishful thinking
probably mindless dreaming
but if we loved again, i swear i love you right

i'd go back in time and change it, but i can't
so if the chance is on your door, i understand

this is me swallowing my pride, standing in front of you
saying i'm sorry for that night,and i go back to december

it turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
wishing i'd realized, when i had when you were mine
i go back to december, turns around and make it alright
i go back to december, turns around and change my own mind
i go back to december all the time